Unfailing Love

Sometimes a day will come along, seeming completely normal and regular, and then it hits me.
Almost three weeks ago now, I was laying in my hammock, on a Saturday night, around midnight, stuck in a spiritual pit. I felt dreadful, every corner was another obstacle to try and climb over. Ever have times like that? When you pray and ya feel God just is so far away, and no matter what ya do, you feel like your slugging along through mud?
That's how it can be sometimes, and I definitely think God puts us through times like that. One, for growth, because He instructs us to praise Him, and give Him all glory when we are going through a trial. And two, for amazing moments like I had that night on the hammock.
I had my trusty Zune on me, and I was listening to some Chris Tomlin and his worship music. I recently have gotten really into worship music, especially Chris Tomlin. I think because I was feeling so distant from God, listening to worship songs was one of the few things I could do to feel close again. My music tastes have taken an interesting lean towards worship music slowly over time. I'm finding an amazing connection with God listening to it, and just rocking for Him. Prayer is good. Church is good. Youth groups are good. But in the long run, are main purpose is to give our everything to God. Glorify Him.
Anyways, I was feeling dismal, and I stumbled on the song titled, 'Unfailing Love.' It is a great an inspiring song. The song just talks about how God cares about every little tiny facet of our lives. That over everything, He loves you and always will, no matter what. Like total, unending, unfailing love.
It really hit home to me that night, and I broke down in utter praise. It happens once in a while. I went from being totally lost and caught up in myself, to giving my cares to Him and just trusting Him. I was overwhelmed by His love. I wish I could have an experience like it everyday. My cares, my worries, myself, it all didn't matter anymore. I was with God, putting all my faith in Him.
So, slowly, but more and more, I'm learning to stop caring about myself and my issues. Those are far better left in His hands. My job is to just rock for him and do His will. Praise Him! :D