Monday, May 4, 2009

Got the Direction...Now To Find the Path

As promised, I was going to talk about what I'm looking to do here in the coming yearish area of my life. It's been a revolving paradox of turns and twists so far but here is where I'm at currently;
A year ago I was taking steps towards becoming an entomologist. I had wanted to get into that for quite sometime, since I was real young. I had some things working towards it, including a PHD entomologist who had been tutoring me.
But as I progressed, photography began to grow as a desire I had for some sort of career/hobby. It came to pass that I was rather torn between the two. I couldn't makeup my mind as to which one I wanted to pursue.
But recently, through much prayer and a few knocks on the head, God showed me how much I could grow in Him instead. For a few years now, my passion for playing and being a part of worship music has grown and grown. Up to this point, it's become sort of a spiritual channel for me to get on-tune with the Lord. It's great! And though I have wanted to do the other things for a while, they look dim now when compared to rocking for God in some shape or form. Deep down, I just want to serve Him the best I can. Cause in the long run, He's all there is to live for.
I feel that God wants me to be in some part of His eternal story. I want to be part of it, and I wanna rock for Him as much as I can. I feel evangelism in some shape or form is where I belong.
Please keep me in prayer. Prayer for direction and wisdom. There are days where I feel like it's all coming together, and days where I feel like a crazy person who has lost his blessed mind under a rock somewhere. Thanks for everything and God bless! :)